Thursday, April 1, 2010

Hormones

I'm a bit off my game. Sorry. I think it's the pregnancy hormones. Really, I'm off my game in all areas. I haven't been doing blog posts, My kids are getting under my skin more than ever, (they are hyper, but they are good kids)I don't really want to do anything, I cry at the drop of the hat, I have had this overwhelming feeling of worthlessness, I even find myself raising my voice over stupid things. Worst of all I have been having nightmares about being a terrible mom, and it makes me so scared to know that there will be four of them. Man, I can't stand this. I'm at my parents so I hope I will be able to pull myself out of this funk. Blah!

1 comment:

Laura said...

Every Mama has had days/weeks/months like what you describe. Give yourself some room for rest and the freedom to be a little 'off.' Use the opportunities to teach your kids that Mommy isn't perfect and often needs forgiveness, too.

Praying that God wraps His arms around you and that you feel His love today! And prayers for that new life growing inside you!

Laura